Last Visit with the Surgeon!!!

So I met with my surgeon for the last time before surgery on Tuesday.  I was not happy to weigh in higher than I had before....BUT I know I have been eating horribly.  Food funerals - one after the other.  It stops today.  I am lucky enough that I am not required to do a 2-week liquid diet.  But I am supposed to be eating well.  And I'm not.  It's not so hard during the school day - I'm busy.  But once I get home at 4pm - it all goes to hell.  I'm starving, feels like I've never eaten before.  I tear into anything and everything before dinner.  I can't stop myself.  And after dinner - that's my bad snack time.  Tonight I think I might have to go to bed early to avoid that.  I can't even put a pic of food on this post.  It hurts to look at it.  I'm so stinking hungry! So tonight I will do it - I will not snack.  I will not eat extra food.  I have had my 2 protein shakes for the day already.  I will eat dinner with my family.  And if I need something more, sugar-free jello and/or chicken broth for me.  11 more days and I will be a new me!!